I have been on a bit of a ‘whirlwind’ lately. Go-go-go. Now don’t get me wrong, I love my little go-getter self. However sometimes the drop from 85,000 miles an hour to 85 miles an hour is a rough transition. There is a bit of aimlessness, un-focusness, and overwhelmness all at the same time.
Often when I land at home for a stretch of time — I fill it with a bunch of ‘shoulds’. I should clean my office, I should install the smoke detector, I should unpack my suitcase filled with winter clothes from my New Jersey trip….and I should do it all NOW since I only have 34 more days of downtime before the next ‘whirlwind’ starts to wind up. I need to hurry up and get all the things I want to get done before I don’t have time to do it.
I am ready to change some of that. I am ready to flow a bit more with the pace. To decide in the moment what feels right. To let go of the ‘doing’ and focus more on the ‘being’. I want and desire to be with my emotion, my logic, my intuition and to strike the right balance.
I am ready to get back to some of the things that I love to do that really fills my spirit. I have started walking on the beach in the morning. I bought new piano music yesterday. I got a new sketchpad. I am ready to watch dolphins.
That is what the next 34 days are for. To focus on what is important. To rejuvenate my spirit. To be connected. To be grounded. To be with my business. To be. To breathe.
I think I just exhaled….